I tell the chick my deposits Finished school I might be headed off to college Hope I don't die soon to lay in my coffin Smoking so much **** just got my lungs coughin I'm zoned, and I'm gone Even tho this **** is wrong I'm still hitting out of the ****, and getting high all night long I'm smoking with my peps like you never thought I would Cops bust the party but we still toking its all good Living life without fear Came from blue wearing voks at lainer But it ***** and that's why you know why I don't wanna go back Failed 2 years there and now I'm passing can you believe that Cause in class I be maintaining The work and they say I'm doing amazing But there's still problems, and troubles Just living life through the *******, and the struggle But I can't complain, it will be there just like my chores Stuck in my mind with no exit doors But I try and I do good But a black man to the world is misunderstood.