So you ******* left me. You stupid fool. Didn't you know we were going to be free one day. But I guess you couldn't read me. It's hard to read a cold *****. I thought you were happy. No you weren't I'm ******* lieing. So this is how it ends. I shouldn't be surprise. You told me that I made you this way. Nice. ******* nice. Nice cross to bear. I'm so sorry. But it's not my fault. I don't know. Like we are here, and now your gone. Listen we were split up for years. How dare you leave me like this. You told me ... Kay it's not me. I'm here. I'm so sorry. But you can't blame it on me. Do you want me crazy like you. I shouldn't have that. Like you had other sorrows. It wasn't just me right? Dam it your dead. You can't answer me. No I'm not taking this. You can't do this. Kay maybe I'm blowing this all out of proportion But your dead *******. See I already feel bad. Kay I'm done. I'm not going to get any answers writing to myself. Writing to myself. Writing to myself Writing to myself. I could of done more, I guess, I don't know.