I wanted to write about your pale face
About how you make my voice crack
How you make my bones shake
But all I could think of was the beauty in your eyes and the softness of your fingertips

Lets share our sorrowful tales to one another
You said
We won't feel as empty inside
You said

I am pushed away as well as the sea
Well, I am apart of you now
My veins are full of your rich glossy blood
Just let me in
You've killed me so many times
I would love to hate you

I will swallow knifes
Pluck my watery eyes out
Kiss my mother goodbye
To have you love me again
If you ever loved me at all