and i remember the day you told me
you kept on reminding me and i knew it would happen all along
i remember the times i smoked 3 cigarettes in a row to just forget to keep on trying to forget for the life of me because i am only 17,
the prime of my life
except its not prime and its not my life
my life is controlled by you and when i eat and how i eat and what i feel
whether i am fine or not fine
whether i can even think or not think
whether i am tired or energetic
you constantly control my every move
and i wanna know why you chose me
why me
disease, did i meet your qualifications?