do you ever just sit and think to yourself, "why am I here"?
do you ever wonder what will happen if you died right at this very moment?
do you ever wonder how people's lives would've been if you weren't a part of it?
do you ever wonder if you mean something to everyone you communicate with?

well I do

do you ever wonder if everyone secretly hates you?
do you ever think of yourself as someone who serves no purpose to others?
do you ever think that no one will love you because you're just an ordinary girl/boy?

well I do

do you ever think you're an awful friend and you don't deserve friends at all?
do you ever think that you should just stop trying because nothing ever goes right?
do you ever want to leave, permanently?

**I do