I used to like him until I met you
I realized all I ever felt before was pink
You were Red
Taught me how to rip out my own hair in anger
When you wouldn't take the bins out
(or listen to me)
Taught me to bite my lip till I bled
And in the taste of iron all the things I wanted to say
Melted away
All the
I love you
I hate you
Go away
Please stay
I wanted you to decide
Put my faith in your hands
Love me or leave me
Pick
One
I cannot swing between both ends of the spectrum
The rope I am hanging onto
Is tightening against my throat
I will stain your carpet floor
With 5 wasted liters of life
I give it all to you
If you can ever realize
That should have been enough