A remedy it was,
erased my suffering alas.
Poison it became,
burnt me with an undying flame.

A drug it was,
as it cured the pain across.
A disease it became,
as misery was it's last name.

Crazy I was,
as it was my breath's  first cause.
Stupid I became,
gave me nothing but a face I hung with shame.

Refuge ,you were,
the only one I held on so dear.
Prison you became,
trapped in a world I cannot name.

Life it was,
gave me all that I ever asked.
Death it became,
guess I don't have anybody but myself to blame.