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Jan 2011
Demons knocking at my door
I feel this strange fear
Its never been here before

I try to ignore
But they knock louder
They've taken so much
Now they want some more!

Hold down tightly on my ears
Sweating, turning red
It's the worst of my fears

But they're already in my head
I can't get em out
Not even with a shot of lead

Demons digging me out of the mud
This evil is my nature
Its in my blood

They wanna bring back the pain
Break my chains
Let me go insane

Not knowing the source
I let it all go
Feeling no remorse

Hells gates open wide
Fingertips touch feel the heat
I fear I'm already inside

Every sin is a guide
Another arrow pointing me to hell
Pulling me inside

The devil needs me, I can't ******* hide!

Another scream
Can anyone here my fear?
Still not out of this dream

What does it mean?
They call me something strange
Are they here to burn me or are they on my team?

No, its a nightmare
They only come for me
Its not that fair

Maybe I got something to share
I've been called a sick ****
I've been called freak
Only the devil is here to care

Angles have turned their backs
They leave me to rot
Evil is all I got

I'm under the valkyries wing
The very son of evil
Pain and destruction I'll bring

Tears of fire and ash
I've seen the worst of life
I'll be the product when two worlds clash

But in the end isn't it just black and white?
No matter how you act, the world is never right

We need the good and we need the bad
It's the balance of all things, happy to mad

Now as I turn around
See the faces in the ones I ruined
The blood mixed with tears on the ground

Their eyes speak to me
I see it all
I ****** up everything
That's a guarantee

This could never be me
I wish I could be good
Look what they carved me to be

Take a look at the devil with disgrace
What a sick *******
I spit in his face

Now I'm living a curse
Look what I am
It couldn't get any worse

Just **** me now
I wanna get out
Just **** me now
I wanna be free
Just **** me now
This is all I deserve
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Alexander Montgomery Dawson
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