I woke up this morning next to a mountain of once-warm laundry Piled there last night in the hopes that the space beside me wouldn't feel so lonely
But my arm still curled desperately around the emptiness where you should've been
And I don't know if you did the same All I know is that I used to hate sleeping alone because my sadness felt too big for the bed But now I can't stand how small I feel between the sheets The mattress an endless desert and visions of you nothing but an empty mirage in the heat