When you arrive I am so relieved to see you because whenever you're around I feel such relief we only need a brief introduction Before I pull you near to me I hold you so close and feel you against my skin all that has once plagued me goes down the drain again I can't seem to let you go I love the warmth you bring but when I finally let you go I need you close again I repeat this till I feel better or light headed or sore or sometimes I stop to clean The blood that lies on the floor