sinking and gasping, clawing toward the surface
water filling my lungs
blue lips and dead eyes,
i'm losing me with you.

i thought that this was everything. forever, for my whole life.
the faster my heart pumps, the more blood i lose.
blacking out and my head slams to the floor.
you pull me up and you're screaming
but i can't hear a thing.

my bones crack open under the weight of your hands.

the line separating who you are and what you've done is blurring.