the sharpening steel slid across blackened blade in rhythm like rapid even breaths in the dark leaving a thread of gleaming silk at its edge new, polished, perfect the only aspect of a life detested this had purpose and value making order of chaos erasing those imperfections too minor for the eye to find, work day assaults from the sinews of soft animal flesh Blood, death' s smell ever sating nostrils and under nails though scrubbed white at closing time.