Today I finally decided to write you the apology you deserve I'm sorry I cannot offer you all of me My body simply will not give away pieces of itself Nor will my heart I am trying so hard to love you with everything But every endeavor falls short I'm sorry that I am a sad excuse for love Selling only the promise but never delivering I tried to tell you and I sorry I'm didn't I've been trying to speak words I could not swallow I am a double edged razor and you cannot hold me without slicing your palms I am sorry for placing myself in your hands Today I finally realized, how precious you really are And I am sorry it took me so long