I'm not one for second place In life or love or existence as a whole. If I'm not going to win The game seems impossibly dull.
I don't care.
In second place, silver trophy in hand I don't care to speak to you. I don't care about your issues; I have my own. And every word you speak is still cruel.
But I can't be hurt when I don't care And pretending's never been a hardship. But come the end of this year I'll rescind back into the behavior of a hermit.
I'm not one to be thought of as a runner up. I've loved and lost my motivation to speak. I'm not looking for a new reason. It's first place or no place for me.
I think this might be the first ****** poem I've written. Like, legitimately ******.