it's the idea that you'll never see them again that will get you the most
the father daughters dances you watch again and again at weddings,
knowing that'll never be you
it's the memories of your childhood running through your mind
and screaming for someone to take them away
it's the thought that he'll never be there for the important things
it's the fact that he'll never be there to pick up the pieces
even though he's the  reason most things are broken
you'll forgive him anyways, because he's gone now
and so there you'll sit at that **** tombstone every now and again
talking to the soul who left you to fight through this world alone
and you can't help but cry and cry until you're finally able to choke out some words
"i miss you"