I throw up
Often
I throw up
To empty it
I throw up
To feel new
I throw up
To feel a little less heavy
And be a little more weightless

I throw up my emotions
To look fine
I throw up words on paper
To lose weight

I throw up all the time I feel like throwing up
Because if I don't
I will fall apart
Little by little
And you will wonder

And say 'But she looked so fine, so happy, so carefree'
But you skipped the fault in that statement
'Looked'
She 'looked'
Can you ever say 'She felt?'
Because that's the problem
You look, and that's enough proof
You don't see past
You don't dare feel
You don't understand
                  
                                   ­         (M.G)