How do I feel? I feeling like killing I feel like dying Watching blood spilling And sitting back and crying Life is lost inside A feeling of emptiness undefined Charisma and friendliness Nothing in tenderness Wretched is the soul of loss **** and beer Make my insight clear And it fills my heart with temporary cheer I take a **** and chill I drink and drink and still No fill But its all good I understood The difference in time And on my mind Is suffering as fleeting as the wind blows And I know justice rules all When blind eyes see The darkest darkness breeds Deep down a mind defines Its life With meek lines Flowing outward into a black hole That is a world of genesis No longer in crisis As I sit here and write this I wonder if anyone will even like this But I don't care My veins are ice My soul is frozen in time But other than that I'm fine :).