That feeling when you know you ****** up, try to fix it & can't.
  
That feeling when you realize you thought you could do it & can't.
  
That feeling when you notice you don't have as many friends as you once had & feel lonely as ever.
  
When you try to make someone happy when you hurt them in the past & they don't want you.
  
When you don't care what happens to you anymore.
  
When your best friend becomes a stranger....
  
When you need someone there for you & your "friends" don't have time for you.
  
When you honestly don't give a **** what happens next.
  
When you want to leave & never look back, because in the end you're lonely & there's nobody there for you anyways.
  
When you go through so many things in the short amount of years you have lived & can't bare the thought of the future.