i haven't been
chariot of
diamond encrusted
heart shaped
valentines
drenched in red-red wine
taking flight. popping. bumping. jostling my bones.
towards ship
wreck
and desolation.
i whispered. taunted myself
indestruction leaving me
like a fleeting thought.
i can't recall. vanishing like little ghosts that brush against
with the flick of a light switch.
she poured me another
and it widened it's jaws.
sticky slick with spit strings and foam.
showing my eye teeth
before i realize
i'm smiling too.
hello doom
hello
and i throw back i throw back i throw back another.
drenched. pinched. spitting charcoal.
and she pours me another.
and my thoughts
convoluted
like miles of intestines
in a slew. and and
i don't care any more
the mouth
accommodating. slip into
hello
hello doom.
hello.