"Loving him was like everything and nothing. Never have I felt so fascinated by a person before. I suddenly wanted to know every thought and fear and wish he had every thought. And I just wanted to kiss him. Kiss him all over and be in his arms and always make sure he was okay. Always. He made me laugh and smile but his smile shined more than mine ever could. He has my heart. We felt like two missing puzzle pieces who finally found each other. It felt right. It felt okay and God I loved him. I loved him. I love him. I still love him. Yet, it feels like nothing now because he just walked away and I have never felt so broken before. It's funny because he had told me his greatest fear was loosing me."