im sorry i am not my sister im sorry im not strong like you im sorry i am in pain and sad all the time im sorry i cant breath im sorry that you hate me that i've ruined your life im sorry i dropped out of school and broke all your plans im sorry i am not the one you thought id be in the end im sorry that i didnt give up my dreams for you im sorry that i didnt take care of you for years that i left and didnt come back im sorry you had to rely on others im sorry im dissapointing im sorry ive broke your heart im sorry i followed my dreams and left you alone but mostly im sorry i was born beacuse i did take care of you i did save your life i never asked for anything this just isnt right i never told you no i never rose my voice i gave you everything i never had a choice i never followed all my dreams never got out of this town and now ill rot here inside beacuse you've broken me down so thank you for all your love that burned right through my soul thank you and i love you i dont remember why though