She just typed me a message "Sleep now!" So I will She knows I am worried about tomorrow should I go to Church or keep some distance and I know she will say a wee prayer that I am ok maybe mention it to her old man "That plonker is worrying himself sick again!" So to bed I go with a backbone injection and I know that if I suffer from rejection it is not the right Chuch for me the Girls say, God or Gods, they are in our hearts not in dvds and collection baskets We'll see what tomorrow brings..