Am I the one to blame? The innocent little girl...will things ever be the same? To say I've been the best sister, a false claim. Thoughts of losing her are driving me insane. Running away is her tactic, a way to numb the pain. Life hasn't been easy, no sunshine, just rain Drugs, drama, and pain Is it in vain? Feelings of failure As a sister and a friend. Am I the one to blame?