This life never gets fuller. Thought I was suppose to grow, trying to look for the good but it only gets duller. There must be something wrong with me. I can't stand you.. The way you abuse my steps and I meet the floor, how can you? You hate me for foolish reasons that don't exist. Your words hitting me like a hard brick, they have power, you should know it. Your intentions aren't death but suicides clinging closer to my one last breath. I feel it slashing deep at my emotions trying to gets taste of my weakness. I won't give it to them, I wont let them win, I cang give in.