We're not the clean cut Kids in the back bus Nike socks pulled way up Football lights shining in us No I wanna stay up till three Head down, slumped under Water and face in the Glitter and grim before Yes We'll undress into our skin And show how to hold Another drink of tea when wishing The world could hold us warm No And I hate reality But I really love those pictures Of you looking so sharp and smoking Sweet smells of fall, and our birth Into winter Yeah I want to head back to Amsterdam, London, New York, Paris For some solace but even those Safe havens haven't seen my face in weeks Nah So should I go back now Before it's all over, and I'd like To die again today, tomorrow There's not another day left For me to cry over my own mistakes And downfalls, but I'll thank all the Invisible humans today, and tomorrow For now.