I sit in my room and await the torture. I feel all alone in this scary place. I sit, tears falling, from coming horror. I stare into death when I see his face. I feel the cold paddle on my bare rear. My shouts are lost; my cries are vacant, gone. My face portrays the one thing I feel, fear. They apologize saying whatβs done is done. Now smiling faces are all I see. I was waiting for my day to be free.