I am almost twenty years old
And I'm still trying to figure out my life
Still trying to figure out what I want to become
Trying to figure out what I want to do for a living
Still trying to find a girl worth dating
Not saying that I've never found one
I had a girl, a few actually
but I fucked all those up looking for something different
Now that is biting me in the ass
With the mind games you play
You say that you miss me, that you still love me but then I find out that you found others to fill the void that I left in your chest when I left
You drag me back in with those comments
Then other comments push me away and piss me off
I'm almost twenty years old and I'm still trying to make something out of nothing
All I want is to become something
Not sure what that something is or when that something will become
I heard a much smarter man than myself say that some cats say somethings better than nothing
The only problem is that those cats are content with living in the alleys and searching for scraps, I have the ambition to upgrade from an ally cat to a house pet
To be a house-held name
So let my voice be listened to and start the domestication, lets go somewhere together to make our lives better
Stop scrounging garbage bags and begin having someone feed us
My life wont be gratifying enough for myself until I not only become something, but become something big
So take some advice from these words and lets all begin to give up the shit life we have settled for and go out to make a name for ourselves
I say this because our life will end, but instead of fading into nothing I want my name to be remembered for a long time after I am gone