odd derision, tryed to reach out, how the air round me
laughs softly, aversion fills your words
cackles like a solid witch

there's no lift now, the ship has left
the boat is sunken, as are my eyes when I feel your intense anger
the steering wheel has been twisted, the head foggy

shaking with ice cold and sweat droplets on my face
frozen and melting at the same time
the sheet beneath me, like snow, no comfort, aversion fills up

the vesse l sinks, slowly
it fills, slowly it fills
like sea water in my mouth, my silence was needed

mute the racks of anguish
a cold burn inside, face skin totally peeled
scalding the tongue to learn again to go quiet