Everyone says that eyes are a window to a mans soul
but for me
your eyes are the window to peace
Every staring contest we've ever had
helped me for weeks

I've been working on going away forever for a few years now
but i can't leave you
not yet

I skipped both picture days at school because things were going bad
and i didn't want to be remembered
looking
tired and sad and rather dead

That
would be
a nightmare


my eyes have sunken in a little bit
due to feeling emotionally drained all the time
and then feeling physically drained

Give me your hand
feel my emotion coursing through my arm and down my fingers
Feel the intense fear whenever anyone says home
Feel everything i feel when i'm in a crowded place

Feel the pain