I fell in love with two people
One really close
who i've known for awhile
Who's warmth sends shivers down my spine
I can actually hear the concern
in his voice
when he asks
what's happened over the weekend
and can hear the mix of emotions in my voice when i say nothing


the other one
is very far away
but i loved him instantly
He's great, okay?
He spends as much time as possible on calls
and calls me everything i don't usually get to hear

This is killing me
very slowly
and with warmth
i don't want to sing anymore
as it'll just upset me