When we kissed
Instead of feeling us come together
I felt a part of me
Disappear
And I'm not sure which part it was
But I want it back

I'm used to being
The quiet one
Who never says a word
But what I did tonight
Makes me regret
Everything I did
Because I now realize
That I am numb
Numb
Null
And void
Just like my chest cavity
Because I knew from day one
That a heart only beats when you're alive