I just want to know,
Am I alone in this?
Are you only messing with my head,
Just like he did,
Only wanting one night,
Casual and feigned intimacy,
Too short for my liking,
And then shall you just disappear,
Showing up every so often,
To toy with my mind,
A sly puppetier manipulating my thoughts,
So carelessly,
Do I even care,
If it will hurt,
Whether or not you feel as I do,
Well, of course,
Or I wouldn't have asked,

Maybe it won't feel so bad