Am i here
do i even care
life is confusing
a dark nightmare
Sometimes i find myself
just standing there
wondering if im here
am i still alive

the panic and angst
gets the better of me
where do i belong
what if people find out
im really not that strong

The perception of others
and the reality of the truth
is something that i lost
along with my youth

and i fear everyday
i get too complicated
was it because i was angry
so much of this world i hated

so i curl up inside my insecurities
let them devower all of lifes purity
tomorrow will be better
i shouldnt worry
I shouldnt want to die
in such a hurry