What is family?
Does love slip then come back?
When everything is going in the darkness is there a way back out?
If so, what? And if not what hope is there?
If everything you have ever loved is left behind, what chance, at such an age, is there to even live again?
Being cut, scarred forever.
Living with only memories that soon fade anyway,
Not living with actual being of what you hold on to so dearly.
If pictures on a wall are not the life you live, does that mean you can’t pretend?
Or do you have to live with reality?
Reality… it’s scary, but can you actually brace it, with out losing yourself to pity?
Can you actually come to know the truth without heart break and sorrow?
How?
Why?
But…
If torn apart, can you be put back together again?
Is there hope…?
Hope, what exactly is it all about?
Is hope even an option?
Can someone explain hope?
Why?
Why is why the answer to get an explanation?
Can you ever get out of the hole of darkness and why?
How…?
Is it really worth it…?
Why does this seem to be,

Tearing me apart?