If you could see me right now
You would probably cry
You'd collapse to your knees
And cover your eyes

You'd shuffle in close
And ask yourself what went wrong
And try to remember
Where you've been all along

"It wasn't your fault"
I'd say "You've done nothing not right"
But even as you walk away
I cannot find a light

Not inside my head
Not inside these walls
I cannot see how I'm messed up
As I trip down the hall

So if you saw me now
You'd probably doubt yourself
Which means I'm glad you're good at staying away
So this feeling hits no one else