i cant ******* breathe i imagine you as the wall that generate blood and ******* anger all ive wanted was to be good enough for you i can never and will never you never saw my first steps or heard my first ******* words but somehow you tried **** for the first time when i was barely able to know who you even were off and on in the picture 18 ******* years and you would think you would finally care but a needle in your arm has more power over me im so sorry i could never make you happy make you proud im ******* sorry but im not how the **** am i supposed to be sorry for someone who does not give one **** about me your body and your family are giving up on you and thats not stopping you have fun in hell