Lenny! Smile for me! He does so, the grin on his face Better than his cries of despair or just subtle disgrace He sat down, on the beaten up woven couch Took out five cigarettes from his pouch Halfway, he stared at the television, I knew something was wrong Lenny has not been like this for so long I nudge him, filled with worry He smiles at me and reassures Walks outside to look at the birds I sit outside on the ***** couch, he tries to jump off my roof to get a kestrel I laughed, told him to get off He spent the whole day looking at this moth It had such vivid colours and it appealed to me Then I tried to catch it with my hands, it just had to flee I watched it fly away into the dust and the air Lenny burnt himself again, a sudden act of despair