That's all anything in my life has ever been.
Like I've always been sitting on the fence and had no desire to get off.
To choose,
to make up my mind.
There's so much I want to say
but then there's nothing to say at all.
There's so much I want
but then there's nothing I want at all.
Why am I stuck in between?
It's meant to feel safe, but I don't want safe.
I want to make up my mind.
I want to move on.
I want more than this, I really do.
And even though I choose stay, my heart longs for more.
But I just don't know what to do.
I'm sitting on the fence,
and I can't get off.