How am I ever supposed
to decide on what's a good
direction to go with my life,
when I can't even decide on what
I want for lunch today.
If I ever want to finish school
I have no choice but to
pay for it in order to get my aid back.
I can, but the idea of spending
that much money on something
I could **** up is scary.
But I'm tired of bumming around,
working my life away,
with no end goal.
I don't have a life plan right now,
and I'm almost 20.
I need to get one and soon.