My wife can scrape my brains off the walls She can shoplift inside of the malls She can mop up the ****** mess I've made onto our floors Empathy, it is what I can never have I am not happy nor am I ever glad Shapes into shadows, vast upon my walls I can hear the shallow distant calls She paints blue and red onto a child's skull Make it seem bland and weak, so dull This flower she has given me, it has decayed Like me, she never stayed But now I have a gun to my head And shortly, I will end up dead With only a paragraph in the news Let the world know I have been forever used Into a world of ***, drugs, and magic The bullet in my skull is where it's going to stick...