When the lights go out and darkness falls My anxiety begins to rise When the demon creeps into your flesh and crawls Into my souls demise
When the makeup fades what bruises can not hide I fall into a trap When the urge to release the pain you hold inside There was salvation in that strap
When I hear the baby cry out in pain for appease The door is always closed You hold a sickness that is never pleased My weakness is exposed
When the whispers of your secrets pass me by My fears forever remain When the tears I am forced to cry Keep unheard screams in vain
When the waking pain is far less than my dreams Where you reign in terror When the truth is never what it seems For the father of lies you are the bearer
When the smell of cheap cigars canβt mask The smell of scotch and water I keep the secrets of a man who would ask To bare the sins visited on his daughter
I am a survivor of abuse and I write to get the pain out....I still have trouble sleeping at night so I stay up and write it all down so that I can sleep...