Her mind goes crazy with uncontrollable thoughts. She knows she. Is far beyond repair. She exists but barley. Fake smiles and words slip off her tongue but she wishes so badly they could ring truth. She wants to feel something anything to make her feel alive like she did so long ago. She fallen to far into her shellfish ways she doesn't know how to go back but she doesn't have to courage to end it herself. She takes a blade to her skin so she can try to feel something because something is better then nothing. But in the end this girls way beyond repair