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Oct 2014
I just wanna say
You look beautiful today
But I hope that was something
That you knew anyway
I'd just like to see you smile at me
Right now I'd let you lie to me
Because today I'm weak
As you can see
Broken down, worn out, depressed and losing sleep
I don't know what to do
Because my friends all left with you
So I'm back to being alone
With nobody to talk to.
I never meant you harm
Or wished you any sorrow
A heart as pure as yours
Is something I'm unfit to borrow
And I really should have known
That you were more than I deserve
But I was blinded by your radiance
And did my best to make us work.
I want to say 'I love you'
And want to hear it back
But I'm old enough to know better
Than to just relapse like that
And I wish that I could hold you
I'd say 'for one last time'
But I know myself too well by now
And I can't stand goodbyes.
I will ALWAYS love you
And that's a promise I can keep
But you are an Angel
And I am a Monster
And NEVER the twain should meet.
I wrote this about my ex while she sat behind me in class. It's been almost a year and she still doesn't know about it.
Xan Abyss
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Xan Abyss  Palm Springs, CA
(Palm Springs, CA)   
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