I just had to stop and delete everything I had written because when I read back over it, I realized I was about to try and put garbage out and hopefully get a like. I apologize anyway. I just feel different these days, like something's got ahold of my spirit. I feel like I'm a few more bad weeks away from having a mental breakdown. Caution: keep the ***** away from me, otherwise you'll have a sobbing nineteen year old wreck in your lap. I don't know how to end this poem because I haven't come to a conclusion.