leave me alone
I don't want to be lonely
don't leave me alone with myself
my thoughts will destroy me

I will destroy me
in this endless whirlpool of
self destruction
what is this sadness within me?

what is pain?

I've been burning
boiling
I am fire
in a *** of but too many emotions
it's agonizing!
it hurts!
it

doesn't?
my nerves are charred
I feel nothing
I think?

it is silent

you are a passing soul
and you will leave
as swiftly as you came
now you are telling me that
you love me

you don't
you won't
you can't
how can anyone love me
it is impossible

your love is a mixture of
stardust and nectar
and I am a withered flower
cut from my roots

dead?

will you help me
will you save me?
please don't
don't try
stop! please!

wait
I need you
please don't go
don't leave me alone

I cannot be saved
there is nothing in this world
that can take me out of this misery
nothing but.....

please
stop walking away
no! don't!
please turn around!
I beg of you

you promised
you said always and forever
but forever doesn't last
and promises were meant to be broken

this was going to happen
it was inevitable
yet I hoped that you would be different
from the rest

I hoped

but when there's only so much water
you can drain from yourself
before you're searingly barren
before what's best for you is to just

walk away

and I know that
nothing will be different
when the next soul saunters into my life
and I will still hope

all our lives we have been forced
to make promises we don't mean
and we think that we'll keep them forever
we hope we do

but you and I both know that
hope only breeds eternal misery
and the only promise
that will never be broken

is death