I feel like I didn't tell you that I loved you as often as I thought,
and that maybe if I had looked you in the eyes and told you I
loved you as deeply as I felt, I would still be able to love you in person
instead of having to hide behind words that wont come out.
And even though I can't have you now, I am loving you more deeply
than I have ever before and I would give anything now
to feel your lips against mine and to have your body close again.
I have never missed anyone so much before.
I want this feeling of emptiness to be filled with the presence of you being here, but instead my body aches with your absence.