is it real !?..
A stuck creature 
in the land of “the unknown”
a lonely bird seeks to be heard 
filled with grief..
Broken 
life turns black
even when the sun rises 
feeling hopeless and sad..
for it to rise again 
is only and only a mirage 
as they pretend
i lie on the edge
floating with the wind 
lost
in search of deep happiness 
praying for those words to be heard 
yet still, 
i await the answer
“anxious”!!
is the feeling 
as i get the beating
i wait wait and wait
for i am the bait
i ask
is it real?!
it is not. 
is what i hear
oh i hope to god
for “i” haven’t GOT…
a clue  nor a hint
that seeks me 
out of the blue 
a dream?!
i wonder
with a feeling of “surrender”