I’m becoming quite sick of myself that’s when I know I’m in trouble not that I’m not always sick of myself Just- I always find solace in the rubble leftover debris of purity that burned down just as it was building itself I came to terms with the darkness we shook hands acknowledging one another I respected him, he could only ever be darkness respect becomes debris in the dark
Human emotion, powerful eruption of one’s sanity is so ******* beautiful because it exists, and we exist but we’re pre-programmed into this thinking a schedule a life plan an inkling that our purpose is to be the best we can be Yet, we have hearts and souls and no matter how strictly one may abide by the rules punishment finds us all in the cruelest ways
“Life’s cruel punishments are lessons” ^ this was my explanation of conducted after years of contemplation about why the **** am I alive if I’m ******* miserable all the time there is no answer there s no reason there is simply being
I know something is wrong when I can’t focus on anything but my inability to focus