There is this pain in my heart that doesnt go away
It's still in the background of my happiest days
Some days I can bare it and other days I want to die
Some nights I can ignore it while others to sleep I cry
There's nothing I know of that I can do
But put on a smile and try not to be blue
I hope one day it will leave me and never come back
Until then I will pretend my heart isn't a shade of black