"I'm back, I'm good, I'm right here."
"Wait no, dear god, dear Jesus, lord, I'm sorry."

You were very high.
You were floating in and out of reality and your head was not in the clouds but it was buried underground and you prayed to your god telling him you were not ready to die and you apologized for loving me and you didn't want to go to Hell and you sang your favorite song to lower you back down
but everytime your toes slightly tapped the earth your heart beat faster and your wings began to flutter and you cried and shook and you wanted to erase your whole life and I have never seen you so afraid,
But you were not ready to die.
You're not ready to die.
You will live because you want to.
And I will live because I want you.